My intention this week is to honour my blessings.
Recent reflections have shown me just how many blessings I have. My wonderful Tech Guy, three awesome daughters, two cute kitties and a beautiful view of my bird feeders out of the window! My (newish) blog has been well received and I’ve been asked to write a guest post for one of my favourites, Bliss Habits.
If you are reading this, then you’ll see that this blog is a fairly recent venture. It was inspired by the lovely Amy Palko who began a writing project inviting us to share our beliefs. Finding that my first response was too long to fit in her comments section, I began a blog of my own. Now this all sounds fairly straight forward, but I have hankered for many years to write. Only, I never knew what to write. Creative writing was not my bag – I don’t feel that I have sufficient imagination (however, based on the changes that have taken place over the last few months, that too could change!), but I knew that I could write academic essays. I loved the idea of blogging, but was hampered with thoughts of ‘what do I have to say that is of any value?’ or ‘who would be interested in anything I have to say?’ Well, Amy’s invitation must have hit the spot because I decided to try.
I have read copious books, internet articles and blogs about ‘finding yourself’ – because I have felt over the years that this is what I needed to do. What I found was that the thing I took most comfort from was realising that other people felt exactly the same way that I did. It seems that it’s fairly common to feel that you’re ‘not good enough’, not slim enough, not rich enough, not smart enough and I came to the conclusion that if so many people felt like this then it must be a human condition rather than truth.
With this in mind, I began examining my beliefs – picking them apart – looking at where they came from, what their results were and how they impacted on my life. I have been inspired by articles by other bloggers and life coaches and. as I have explored my emotions, feelings and beliefs I have come to better understand myself. I have realised that while they all combine in a particular way to result in the uniqueness of me, they are not unique to me and I realised that if I can be inspired on my journey by others, then perhaps my experiences would be equally important for someone else. As you can imagine, this journey of discovery is an ongoing process. My beliefs are opened to question every day. I jump to conclusions and make judgements just like anyone else does, but now I can recognise when this happens and explore where it comes from (although sometimes I choose not to go there because I’m not ready yet!). This work has given me freedom. Freedom to begin accepting that I am enough. Freedom to begin accepting that I have value.
And so this week, my intention is to honour my blessings. To appreciate Tech Guy; to tell my girls that I love them and am exceedingly proud of them; to cuddle my cats (when they’ll let me); to feed my birdies and to continue to share my journey in this blog with love and integrity – and to thank you for sharing it with me.